VIOLET OSBORNE. VOL. II.

VIOLET OSBORNE.

BY

THE LADY EMILY PONSONBY,

AUTHOR OF

“THE DISCIPLINE OF LIFE,” “MARY LYNDSAY,” &c., &c.

IN THREE VOLUMES.

VOL. II.

LONDON: HURST AND BLACKETT, PUBLISHERS, SUCCESSORS TO HENRY COLBURN, 13, GREAT MARLBOROUGH STREET. 1865.

The right of Translation is reserved.

LONDON: PRINTED BY MACDONALD AND TUGWELL, BLENHEIM HOUSE, BLENHEIM STREET, OXFORD STREET.

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VIOLET OSBORNE.

CHAPTER I.

Crabbe.

The next morning dawned in brightness. It was again a frost, not a hard but a brilliant frost. The sky was blue and clear, the sun shone on the frosty trees and sparkled on the rimy grass, and again Violet peered out of the windows to see what could be seen.

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Across the grass plot the Cottage (for it was but a cottage, though a large one) looked out on the high road, on each side of which stood clumps of trees; but between the clumps a good view of the distant country was to be seen—the hill and dale, broken banks and fertile fields, that Violet remembered. And far away, fading into the sky, were soft rounded blue hills, making a background to the scene.

Violet’s soul, which, on the evening before, had felt so “cabined, cribbed, confined,” swelled and expanded as she gazed.

“Oh! papa, this is lovely, is it not?” she said in ecstasy. “Didn’t I say truly?—didn’t I remember well?—shall we not be happy here?”

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“Yes, darling,” he said cordially, looking into her dark blue eyes, and feeling that, while they shone, as at that moment they did, he must be happy.

She occupied an hour or two of the morning in disarranging the furniture, in setting out such of her own and her mother’s pretty things as had escaped from the spoil, and in giving a look of home and comfort to the house. It was quite fresh and clean, and, while the country without looked so tempting, Violet could close her eyes to the fact that the rooms were small and low, and the windows few and far between.

Before this occupation was well concluded, her father called her to walk with him, and, hopeful and happy, she obeyed.

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They strolled forth, and certainly Violet’s vivid fancy had hardly beautified the beauties of the neighbourhood—beauties tranquil, homelike, and thoroughly English, yet with just that degree of markedness in the features which gives picturesque and even poetic colouring to a spot. There were the nests of cottages, which looked so bright and peaceful that a thought of sin or sorrow connected with them was out of place. There was the old church, a very beautiful specimen of early Gothic; and close beside, the old brick almshouses, the ancient inhabitants of which, in a dress the perfection of neatness, sat at their doors.

A feature which she did not remember was a new schoolhouse, very tastefully though simply built; and this feature, [Pg 5]speaking as it did of care and thought exercised over the place, and the intrusion of modern notions and maxims, was not unwelcome to her.

She nodded to the old men and women, turning her bright beautiful face towards them as she passed, and received in return bows and curtsies so respectful, that she walked on happier and happier, picturing all the kind smiles she might give and thoughtful deeds she might do.

Though brought up in London, Violet was a great walker; and Mr. Osborne, who never went on a horse or in a carriage when his own legs could bear him, was a perfect companion for her vigorous youth. They wandered on, in and out, groping through lanes, and groping out of [Pg 6]them again; and without leaving the sphere of the village found beauties sufficient to satisfy the most fastidious mind.

“Now for a quick walk along the high road and home again!” said Mr. Osborne, and passing their own cottage they climbed a steep hill on the opposite side.

This hill enlarged the field of their observation. It took them by surprise. Though in fact a part of the same vale, it was presented under features so new and so interesting that they stood still to gaze. One large white house was distinctly seen, not a mile off, and from the columns of smoke that arose from a bank of trees in another spot, it was to be surmised that there were more.

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“Here, boy, whose house is that?” inquired Mr. Osborne of a big boy in a smock frock, who passed whistling down the road.

“Ask me no questions and I’se tell ye no lies,” he said surlily in his broad dialect, and walked on.

Mr. Osborne was nettled; the boy looked pertly back, and Violet smiled and shook her head at him.

As if mollified by that kindly smile, he paused and said,

“I be’s in a hurry, mum, but there comes the parson, and he’ll speak, I’ll be bound.”

With his thumb he pointed to a portly gentleman who was slowly approaching on the other side, and with the same outstretched thumb pointing to his cap, [Pg 8]by way of a bow, he set off again, not so hurriedly, however, but that he paused more than once to see what took place.

Violet looked curiously towards the approaching rector. In the course of their walk she had expressed to her father her great desire to know a really good clergyman. “Such a one as one reads of,” she said; and as she looked at the beautiful church and pretty parsonage, she felt as if here it would be to be found.

He was a portly man of about fifty, and Violet, who had set her heart on a spare and thin one, was disappointed; but she had hardly had time to feel her disappointment before the beaming benevolence of his countenance took her heart by storm. In vivid fancy she was already [Pg 9]looking up to him as her wise friend and kind adviser.

He came up to them very courteously, paused, took off his hat, and said,

“Strangers, I believe?”

“Strangers now, but not to be so long,” said Mr. Osborne, as courteously. “I am Mr. Osborne, who arrived last night, and this is my daughter.”

The rector took off his hat again, bowed to Violet, and then said—

“It may be agreeable to you to know the person you are addressing. My name is Pope. I am the rector of this parish. I have lived for many years, and trust to live many more in this spot, which I have no doubt you will agree with me in denominating a paradise on earth.”

“Yes, it is lovely!” said Violet, warmly.

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“My lot is an enviable one, no doubt,” he continued. “I have good reason to say I am content.”

The beaming expression of content again charmed Violet.

“What a good and happy man!” she thought, and sighed.

“I just now inquired of one of your parishioners the name of the owner of that house,” said Mr. Osborne, pointing, eager to satisfy his curiosity, to the large white building in the vale; “he somewhat pertly declined to answer, but referred us to you. Can you give me the information I want.”

“Indeed!” said Mr. Pope. “Country manners, Mr. Osborne, are not those of the metropolis, but I am thankful to say the manners of our people on the whole [Pg 11]are good. We are most fortunately placed here, something of modern refinement mingling with the simplicity of more primitive times.”

“I did not mean to complain of them,” Mr. Osborne said, smiling; “I only wished to refer my question to you, if you will kindly answer it. Whose house is that?”

“As the morning is chilly, perhaps you will allow me to walk on with you, though I agree with you in thinking our view over these hills and dales an attraction more than compensating for a slight degree of cold.”

He raised his hands over his brows, looked with a smile of broad satisfaction on the attractive scene, and then put his portly frame in motion.

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“Bless the man,” said Mr. Osborne, not very respectfully to himself, “will he never give me an answer?”

“You will not answer papa’s question,” Violet said, smiling. “Is there any mystery about that house?”

“Oh! by no means, Miss Osborne. I was about to answer you, and you could address your inquiries regarding the neighbourhood to no better person than myself. I am, I am thankful to say, on good terms with all. Such I believe to be the duty of a good pastor, and I have endeavoured to act up to my duty in this point as in others.”

Violet looked at her father. He made an answering sign of despair, but the communication which could not be obtained as a reply came, at last, in the [Pg 13]form of a narration. Walking slowly on, Mr. Pope observed:

“The proprietor of a large part of our village is Lord Ashford. He is also the owner of that house, and the country on the eastern side; the ground on which you tread at this moment, and a smaller property lying to the west, belongs to Sir William Hamilton. You can observe the smoke of his chimneys among the trees yonder.”

“Yes, and a good deal of it,” said Mr. Osborne, smiling. “Are they cooking a dinner for a dozen children?”

“Only one, Mr. Osborne. A young daughter of eleven or twelve years old; but there is a large establishment, and a wasteful one; no Lady Hamilton to order and control a household. Sir William [Pg 14]Hamilton is a peculiar character. I may certainly say so. A handsome man, a talented man, a lover of art, a fine ear for music; but still a peculiar character. He is, in short, rarely seen. We are on the best of terms. My sense of duty would never allow it to be otherwise; but he lives to himself alone.”

“And Lord Ashford, has he a large family?” inquired Mr. Osborne.

“Not so. A sickly lady, never seen by the world in general, and a son of seventeen or eighteen years old, who is scarcely ever at home. The fact is, Mr. Vane is supposed to resent the neglect with which his mother is treated, and to condemn altogether his father’s line of conduct. I say such is supposed to be the case, but Mr. Vane is a reserved and [Pg 15]silent youth, and I may say of him as I did of Sir William Hamilton, he lives to himself.”

“You do not seem very fortunate in your neighbours,” Violet remarked, with disappointment in her tone.

“We are so peculiarly blest, I am so singularly fortunate in every other point, that I do not allow myself to make such an observation. No doubt human nature is not absolutely perfect; and I believe even in the brightest lot some cloud may be seen; even Haman in his glory, as we know, had his Mordecai. Far be it from me, however, to suggest that such is my case. In answer to your observation, Miss Osborne, I merely reply that if there is a cloud in my sky, it proceeds from the absence of companionable qualities [Pg 16]in my neighbours; in those, at least, of rank and name. Lord Ashford is a peculiar character, so is Lady Ashford; decidedly so. Lady Ashford is a saint; perhaps it proceeds from circumstances, but she is without doubt a saint. Being so, she is decidedly unfit to be Lord Ashford’s wife. Lord Ashford is an amiable man, cheerful in temper, and generous to wastefulness; but considered in a moral and religious light, he may be denominated a peculiar character. Without meaning to be censorious, I speak the common language of the world when

I say so. If there be, however, objections to the human character of this region, there is none to the divine character of the landscape; from east to west,” and he waved his hand, “no spot [Pg 17]or blemish. Surely Miss Osborne you must agree with me that mine is an enviable lot?”

“I am sure I do,” Violet said, smiling.

“Situated in this sweet, secluded spot, at once adorned by the hands of God and man, my occupation in life a sacred one, my aim to do good, my taste to give happiness, surrounded by a peasantry attached to me by the ties of gratitude and respect, my lot is indeed an enviable one, and, as few men can say, I am content.”

As they walked through the village, Mr. Pope paused incessantly to call their attention to the beauties and advantages of the place; to the new schoolhouse, built by Lady Ashford and Mr. Vane [Pg 18]at his suggestion; to the restorations in the old church, made by Sir William Hamilton at his request; to the gardens neatly kept because he encouraged a taste for flowers, &c., &c.

Though her first admiration for his benevolent smile was somewhat damped, the courteous manners and kindly expressions of the rector emboldened Violet to make some requests to him. She was longing to be of use in her new world, and before they parted she told him so.

“If there is anything I could do,” she said, with warmth, “you have only to employ me, and I shall be thankful.”

“Thank you, Miss Osborne,” he replied with his broad beaming smile; “but we [Pg 19]are so highly blest in this spot, that I should find it hard to say in what manner our condition could be improved. When you have lived a few weeks amongst us, you will agree with me in saying that you have found a paradise on earth.”

“I did not mean any great thing,” Violet said, eagerly; “I meant only such things as must always be useful. If you ever wanted any help in the school, or if you have any poor old men and women, or sick people, I should be so glad to visit them, and read to them.”

“You are very good, Miss Osborne, but I am thankful to say that in this happy spot our wants are all supplied. I have been fortunate enough to find a first-rate schoolmistress, and lest any should [Pg 20]be neglected, I, in conjunction with a neighbouring clergyman, have made arrangements with a respectable person, who visits the sick in the manner you mention. You are very good, but I believe you will find that here you may rest on your oars.”

Violet said no more. Mr. Pope accompanied her and Mr. Osborne to the door, expressed his intention of shortly calling on Mrs. Osborne, and putting himself and Mrs. Pope at her service; and then with a smile of unfeigned benevolence withdrew.

Mr. Osborne laughed as they entered the house, and merrily repeated to Mrs. Osborne the chief part of the conversation. Violet laughed too, but her heart was sad.

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CHAPTER II.

Gray.

After luncheon Mr. Osborne set off on a five miles walk to the nearest large town. It was too far for Violet, had she been willing to leave her mother alone. She remained therefore at home, for Mrs. Osborne was still tired with her journey. She wrote a promised letter to Albert, and endeavoured to give a cheerful description of all around her, but there was no cheerfulness in her feelings.

The letter was finished, and she wandered [Pg 22]up the small stairs and over the small house, and again felt oppressed with its dimensions. She returned to the drawing-room, took a bit of work in her hand, and sat down in the window. But the morning’s beauty had faded, and admiration in her soul was dead. The sun had disappeared, the sky was colourless, and a raw mist, promising an evening of rain, was hiding all but the clumps of leafless trees and the broad grass plot from her view. A damp hand had been laid upon her heart, and all its spirit had evaporated. She saw herself condemned to a life of inaction in this small house and strange place, with no excitement or change but the society of Mr. Pope. She thought of all he had told her: the want of interest in all the characters he had [Pg 23]mentioned; men bad or disagreeable; a priggish boy, and a child.

Though when happy no fancy had power like Violet’s to colour brightly, she could discolour to the same extent in her despondency; and thus it was she pictured the characters described by Mr. Pope. The only person who excited an interest in her mind was the saintly Lady Ashford, and she, he had said, was sickly and never to be seen. She thought and thought upon her future till its gloom became unbearable, and then she reverted to the past; and it rose before her at her call. She lived over it—over the past year, with its unspeakable happiness. But fancy travels swiftly, and a few seconds brought her to its close; to that forbidden thought, that passionately forbidden [Pg 24]recollection, her parting with Leicester; to that which she had cast away.

A hand was laid upon her shoulder, a “Violet, darling!” softly breathed in her ear by her mother’s gentle voice; but, though soft, so unexpected was the touch that she started violently, and two large tears were shaken by the start from her eyes.

The quick movement which averted her head showed Mrs. Osborne that the tears were not to be observed, and she only continued quietly,

“I startled you, dear. I did not mean to do that. But why so idle, darling? It is not good for you.”

“I have nothing to do, mamma,” and she sighed.

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“At Broadstairs, Violet, you longed for time to read. Why not read a little now?”

Violet rose and went to the book-case, already arranged with a selection of the very best of books. While she cast her eyes over it Mrs. Osborne sat down again by the fire.

“These books are all so old, mamma,” and Violet sighed again. “I know I ought to read them all, but I cannot fancy them now.”

“I daresay, dear; we ought to have brought a new novel for these first few days, but it is bad for us to be idle. Why not study your German?—you know you always meant to get it up again this winter. Do you remember how you and Albert talked of it at Broadstairs?”

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“Yes, mamma, but I fancied things then, and now I don’t.”

Tears again gathered in her eyes, and sitting down near her mother, but shading her face from the light, she went on—

“I know you must think me very wrong, mamma, but I don’t think you can know what I feel. I am so disheartened, so disappointed with myself; I know I don’t think rightly or do rightly, and it makes me miserable, and yet I cannot do better. I am so utterly sick of life, and it seems such a long weary thing before me. There is a weight upon me, which I cannot, cannot shake off.”

“I think, dear, I do understand what you feel.”

“No, mamma, you can’t, because you [Pg 27]are good and resigned and patient, and you don’t ever think of yourself; and besides, mamma, you are quiet, and you can’t guess what it is to have an unquiet heart that used to be satisfied, and now is not, gnawing within you. That is the very word,” she added with alacrity, as if she was pleased to find it; “it is a dull gnawing pain, something in my mind like a very great hunger that cannot be satisfied.”

“I know, dear, I cannot feel as you do now,” said her gentle and compassionate mother; “for at my age the feelings are not so quick as at yours, and it would be grievous indeed if I did, when I have been taught for so many years; but I was going to tell you, darling, that I think I can understand, because once, [Pg 28]I fancy, I felt just as you do now.”

“Oh! mamma, when?” cried her daughter with interest; “I thought you had always been happy?”

“Always had many more blessings than I deserve, dearest, but I have had a great trial. It was when I began to know that I was deaf, Violet, and deaf for ever. You were only three years old then, and you cannot remember me different from what I am, but I was different. I was almost as lively once as you are, Violet.”

“Oh! mamma, and was it such a dreadful blow?”